I just turned on YouTube feeling lost and alone, and the first video I was shown was a message from Maya Angelou to letting go. I hear you, so here is my answer on me hearing you.
To love is not to bind, to love is to liberate.
I love you.
I love you no matter where you are.
I love you.
I would love it if you could have the strength to latch on my breast and let me feed you.
I would love it if you could wrap your arms around me.
I would love to see you smile again.
I would love to be where you are.
However that’s not possible now.
So go, I love you, Vincent.
You loved me long before I love you.